Ever desireless one can see the mystery

Ever desiring one can see the manifestations


I’ve been thinking a lot lately about friendship. I’ve lost several good friends in the last […]

what to do

Back to the what to do question that seems to haunt my life laterly. I have […]

day after day….

I guess I feel like the fool on the hill lately, watching the world go by […]


I’ve switched to Welbutrin from the Effexor and the difference is like night and day… I […]

Julian road trip!

Had a really nice road trip to Julian today – good lunch at Margarita’s mexican restaurant, […]

baby steps

I know I need to take some baby steps to start figuring out what to do […]

still no clues

I still have no clue what I want to be doing.

shock and awe

After the two year buildup, I don’t think anyone is really in shock after the last […]

beautiful days

The days are just beautiful lately – wish my mood was, but can’t say it is. […]

something to do…

Still searching for something to do. I don’t know why it is so hard for me […]