what to do

Back to the what to do question that seems to haunt my life laterly. I have no idea what to do with myself, short or long term. Planning an afternoon is daunting, doing a job search is daunting, everything is daunting. I just don’t seem to have a fucking clue about anything at all right now and in the meantime I am just going stir crazy with trying to fill my days and it all just seems so meaningless and hopeless. This is getting really, really, old and I am just not sure what the fuck to do about it all.